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In the labyrinthine tenement yards of Allman Town, Kingston, where twenty-five souls might share a single plot of dust and hope, a young girl named Simone learned a devastating truth before she even knew her own name. She spent her early years watching her mother, a dressmaker, transform cheetah-print cloth into armour, and her aunt dress her in yellow outfits that made her feel like a “British lady” for church. The most profound lesson did not come from fashion; it came from a kiss.
At age five, Simone watched a father kiss his daughter on the forehead at school and asked, “Who is that man kissing you?” The answer, a father, ignited a quest for a male figure that would nearly cost her life. Before life changed, she was a girl who “Dreamed in colours that society never understood,” a fearless dancer who loved to talk into hairbrushes as if they were microphones, but the introduction of her biological father was not the fairy tale she envisioned; it was an introduction to self-hate.
What happened next was a masterclass in psychological warfare. Her father was not just cold; he suffered from a deep-seated colouristic prejudice, bleaching his own dark skin and shaming Simone because she wasn’t “bright” or attending a high-prestige school. He would shout at her in public, shaming her self-esteem until she felt less than.
In the environment of Kingston, this trauma was reinforced by a browning (lighter skin) is right syndrome. Simone watched neighbours bleach their two-month-old babies. She saw teachers, who were dark skinned African themselves, slam doors in her face when she sought leadership roles, preferring students with Indian hair and lighter skin. One male teacher even told her she was unworthy of a husband because she was not light-skinned.
What almost defeated her was the addiction to the opinion of others. Desperate for her father’s hug (a hug she never received) she began to bleach her skin. She sought to erase herself to be seen by him. For a decade, she was a woman caught in a generational curse, mirroring her father’s trauma in her own relationships with men.
Her transformation was not born of a sudden epiphany; Simone contracted a rare, severe case of chickenpox. In a moment of desperation, she applied bleaching cream to the open sores, hoping to cure the marks. When she finally looked in the mirror, she didn’t see a queen; she saw “The ugliest girl I ever seen.”
This was her spiritual awakening. In the reflection of her damaged skin, she saw the absurdity of her pursuit. She realized that the people telling her she was not enough did not love themselves. “Why am I listening to people that don’t love themselves,” she asked?
She made a resolute decision to stop the erasure. She returned to the self she was before she met her father, the girl who loved to dance, dress up, and talk. To survive, she had to take full responsibility for her destiny and celebrate mistakes rather than hide from them.
Today, the woman who once bleached her skin is known as “The Authentic Queen,” an Amazon #1 Bestselling Author and a strategic storyteller. She writes to heal divisions and move people to act. Her transformation allowed her to craft narratives that are both emotionally resonant and psychologically aware. She uses emotional intelligence as a journalistic tool, refusing to bow to societal molds.
The price of her success was the total dismantling of her past identity. She had to cut off her father to break the generational curse. “I have to release him physically, spiritually, emotionally in order to attract something else,” she explains. She gave back his issues, recognizing they were passed down from his own mother.
The greatest misconception people have about Queen Simone is that her Authentic Queen persona is about perfection. In reality, she still struggles with the residue of her past. She admits that the mental conditioning and programming of colourism are rooted in neuroscience and are incredibly hard to change. She fights every day to affirm herself and maintain the inner dialogue audit she now teaches others.
What would surprise readers most is her strength through vulnerability. She is not afraid to admit she once hated her reflection. This transparency is what has allowed her LoveUnuhSelf Initiative to reach over 15,000 people and save 13 lives from suicide. When people hear her story of moving from the brink to the bestseller list, they realize life is worth living.
Queen Simone now fights for radical self-acceptance. Her debut memoir, GIVE BIRTH to yuh AUTHENTICITY, is a breakout from societal conditioning. She warns that “Emotions left unchecked lead to self-destruction” and advocates for a deep self-awareness that transcends titles like mother, or father.
She discovered a profound truth: you are born looking like your parents, but you die looking like your decisions. Her decision was to stop being addicted to opinions and start being the full package she always was, even when she was at the wrong address.
Through her work with equity-focused entrepreneurs and marginalized communities, she continues to challenge the world to stop suppressing unique individuality. She is no longer the girl looking for a kiss from a man who could not love himself; she is the woman who provides the invitation devices for a global audience to finally love themselves.
Queen Simone Maghanza is a community educator who has turned her personal pain into a strategic movement, proving that the most powerful thing a person can be is authentic.
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KP Parker
We, as humans are guaranteed certain things in life: stressors, taxes, bills and death are the first thoughts that pop to mind. It is not uncommon that many people find a hard time dealing with these daily life stressors, and at times will find themselves losing control over their lives. Simone Jennifer Smith’s great passion is using the gifts that have been given to her, to help educate her clients on how to live meaningful lives. The Hear to Help Team consists of powerfully motivated individuals, who like Simone, see that there is a need in this world; a need for real connection. As the founder and Director of Hear 2 Help, Simone leads a team that goes out into the community day to day, servicing families with their educational, legal and mental health needs.Her dedication shows in her Toronto Caribbean newspaper articles, and in her role as a host on the TCN TV Network.



