Is there any such thing as being addicted to food?

BY RACHEL MARY RILEY

Yes, I firmly believe that you can be addicted to food. Sometimes it starts with cravings. There are some of you, including myself that have faced this. It is up to you to change that path, and walk the narrow way. Junk food or addiction to food can come from many bad habits.

One of the major habits is take-out and dining out. You are always on the go, and forget the whole purpose of home cooked meals and home cooked benefits.

Emotional eating and going through things in life can also tend to make people eat more than they usually do, and stop in to pick up their favourite comfort food during their lunch hour, or on their way home from work.

 Breaking addiction habits:

• Intermittent fasting
• Daily affirmation
• Surround yourself with like-minded people

 Food addiction: It became a spiritual journey

I just thought I was a guy with a big appetite.

“I am 5 feet 5 inches tall, and at one point I weighed 215 pounds and had a cholesterol level of 287. My blood sugar was tested at 160, which my doctor told me indicated a pre-diabetic condition, and I was unable to stop eating for longer than three hours a day (usually between 3 a.m. and 6 a.m.)

Nevertheless, I just thought I was a guy with a big appetite.

Looking back, I realize now that I was: physically, mentally, and spiritually ill. I was a slave to my appetite, eating such quantities of food that the acid in my stomach made me sick. I was drinking half-a-bottle of Mylanta a day.

If I slept late, as I did on Saturday mornings, the acid caused headaches and such severe nausea that I threw up long after my stomach was empty. I would take medicine, which put me to sleep for three hours, and when I woke up with the nausea and headaches gone, I would go immediately to the kitchen and begin the cycle of eating again.

I have spent hundreds of hours and thousands of dollars looking for an answer in psychiatrists’ offices, to no avail. I was a workaholic and worried constantly. I knew no boundaries and no satisfaction. I always wanted more of everything. My futile attempts to control everything and everyone, and the continual black hole of emptiness I felt in my gut, were symptoms of my mental and spiritual illness.

I had heard of FA but for a long time I was reluctant to come to meetings. The literature mentioned God and I figured it was a religious program. At last, the pain of eating made me desperate. I started coming to meetings, but I decided I could do the program without a sponsor. I didn’t weigh, or measure my food, since I figured that weighing and measuring food were female things to do. Real men devoured their food. So, I devoured my food, and it continued to ravage my life. After three months, I got a sponsor and began to weigh and measure. Miracles began to happen! When I started giving up food as a drug, I found not pain, but freedom.

Since entering FA, I have lost 80 pounds, my cholesterol has dropped 133 points to 153, and my blood sugar dropped 103 points to 57. Learning to let go of food has taught me to let go mentally. I don’t worry as much, my rage and anger have diminished significantly, and I have shed many of my workaholic ways. The empty spiritual hole in me has been replaced for the most part with sunlight and gratitude.

Today, thanks to the program, I believe that I am as I was meant to be—thin and healthy. I am discovering myself for the first time.” (Food Addiction: Stories of Men in Recovery, n.d.).