Poem by Gloria O’koye
‘Hello?
Wanting to ask how are you doing,
But the “I am well”
Are just lies,
Unless the person did their time
Building on their mental spirit.
‘I miss you’
No words could relieve the built up
For that one hug.
Or memorizing every detail of
Facial appearance.
From beauty marks,
How delicate the lips & cheekbone form.
To every eyelash that would brush away uneasiness.
Taking high quality photos
through the eyes,
The storage space is in the brain.
Praying in urgency the memory won’t go corrupt,
By illnesses that will make visual memories slowly fade.
“I want you home”
The strong will hold their head together
While the more fragile will limit their calls.
A reminder of what could have been
In the belly of the beast that is
The current reality.
Both sides grieve in silence.
One in physical
While the next suffers in mental
Imprisonment.
Making plans and talking about the day
Can alleviate the pain.
Risking holiday blues when
Release plans don’t go anyone’s way.
Time seems to slow down with
Each minute during arguments.
While laughter triggers the automatic
Message
That there is one minute left on this call.
The sound of the click
When conversations exceed the maximum
Allowance.
A reminder of supervision as punishment
For unlawful actions
Dismissing pleas from those who are innocent.
Time with loved ones cannot be taken
For granted.
From every day to anytime of free will,
To calls that may be recorded or intercepted.